I am trusting my doctors. I am trusting they have ordered the right tests, that they have read the results of those tests correctly, and they have acted accordingly. This is a tremendous amount of trust.
Trust can be hard. I don't want to be sick. I don't want to feel like this. But I trust my doctors that they are prescribing the right medicines, and that their advice is appropriate.
The most recent news: the new symptoms I'm experiencing and the biggest problems I am facing are because now that I have begun to control most of my pain, other symptoms are presenting themselves that were under the pain before. So, more pills, more advice on how to adjust, more hope, and more trust.
I pray daily for my doctors, for their insight, for their guidance and for my trust in them, that they are doing the right things.